It is always difficult to deal with the loss of a near and dear one. Bollywood actress Sunny Leone, who lost her mother 7 years back too misses her mother and wishes she was part of her life to see how far she has come in life. She got onto a microblogging site to express her feeling. She wrote, "7 yrs have past and it still feels like yesterday that my mother looked at me for the last time. She closed her eyes and never woke up again: "The saddest part is always a selfish one. I wish she was a part of my life to see how far I have come in life. Hear her say my name just once," she further added.